Has anybody ever been on Wellbutrin? I've been on it for a few months now and it seems to be working but I'm seeing some red flags.
My doc prescribed it to combat the roller coaster that I live on. Before I got on the stuff, whenever I'd have an epic time doing anything, at the end of it I'd come crashing down into borderline depression, feeling trapped and isolated, couldn't stand being alone, just felt generally dark and the more epic day I'd have, the harder the crash into darker darkness.
So I've been on this since October. Seems to be working nicely to keep me from crashing as I don't feel needy and isolated at the end of a good day.
Problem is, I'm not feeling or chasing those good times anymore and I'm wondering if the meds might be a factor. I've had 9 days on the hill this season without feeling any ways about it and that's just not like me. My workouts are plateau'd right to hell and I'm not giving a fuck nearly as much as I should. Summer is almost here and I'm not necessarily excited about much. Business is tanking like never before, and I can't bring myself to care because I keep feeling like everything is ok and generally feel good about life.
Through all of this there's one life changing extremely positive thing underway (that I'm keeping to myself for now) that may just happen here and that I am excited and hyped up about. So I know I'm not depressed.
I'm wondering if these meds are mellowing out my crashes and at the same time making me not wanna seek adventure to begin with? Cuz I feel good and all and those close to me notice some changes but with my attitude towards things especially sports, I'm seeing red flags big time and it's complacency and I'm not sure it's ok.
Anybody care to share an opinion on this and/or describe their experiences with wellbutrin?